It’s a mistake to be surprised, disappointed, distraught when evil revealed itself earlier to you. Your brain must have conned itself into believing and hoping for something different.
We have all been taught not to reveal our true intentions, our true self to anyone. It’s better to put on a happy face and let them run with whatever they would like you to be.
It’s so rare to see the truth but we recognize it and don’t want to believe what we see! ENJOY!